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well, no one to read my blog but me so i guess i can be brutally honest and no one cares. not even kevin becuase he was glad i made it just for me.

so my 2nd day off in my reprieve from work. still euphoric; not worried, not a care in the world; yet. did some chores today, took the dogs to the park (jake & Kody), watched some of the casey anthony trial and then hung out at my bro's watching FOUR episodes of Nurse Jackie. He confessed to me that he had popped a norcal earlier. i can't say anything becuase i'm an addict too. and i understand that drive...it's insidious. brings us pleasure in the moment, shame the next and eventaully despair. sigh. as i sip my white russian.