My Boy

Kody's not doing very well. He's been pooping in the house daily and yesterday I saw him try to eat it. I try not to cry thinking about the inevitable but this morning I couldn't help myself.

I just don't knowwhat i'll do when he leaves...he will leave the biggest gaping hole in my life i'm afraid i've ever experienced. and NOTHING can come close to filling that.

I'll just pray he gives me at least another year with him. I'm just starting to get better; i need more foundation. WAAAAAAAAAY more foundation.