i'm dramatic.
sue me.
I'm totally despondent and don't know what to do with myself. yes, yes..i'm self-absorbed. again, sue me.
i can't come over to sacramento becuase i work for the most inept department i could possibly work for. i've been back & forth screaming my head off to no avail...they're still dum-de-dum-de-dum....and we're getting another 5% paycut which equates to 15% of my salary, gone. i'm still greatful to be employed and it will be better if i'm in sacramento becuase i can save $200 in gas.
there's never a good time to quit drinking. ever. but i'm sucking down my lemonade as if i were partying.
I have the most beautiful red headed birds sitting on my cable wires outisde. i haven't seen the budgie in a few days and i'm worried. but i think he probably lived everyday in fear and stress anyway since all he's ever known was a cage. and at least he experienced his ability to fly before he died.
i wish i could experience that...
UPDATE:
I JUST SAW HIM!!! YAY!!!
I'm totally despondent and don't know what to do with myself. yes, yes..i'm self-absorbed. again, sue me.
i can't come over to sacramento becuase i work for the most inept department i could possibly work for. i've been back & forth screaming my head off to no avail...they're still dum-de-dum-de-dum....and we're getting another 5% paycut which equates to 15% of my salary, gone. i'm still greatful to be employed and it will be better if i'm in sacramento becuase i can save $200 in gas.
there's never a good time to quit drinking. ever. but i'm sucking down my lemonade as if i were partying.
I have the most beautiful red headed birds sitting on my cable wires outisde. i haven't seen the budgie in a few days and i'm worried. but i think he probably lived everyday in fear and stress anyway since all he's ever known was a cage. and at least he experienced his ability to fly before he died.
i wish i could experience that...
UPDATE:
I JUST SAW HIM!!! YAY!!!
posted by Tanya Kristine at 2:06 PM
5 Comments:
This blog looked lonely so I'm commenting ;-) Sorry to hear! Sounds like your life probably has a bit too much uncertainty and change going on than is comfortable? or not enough??? BIG Hugs, TK.
Doctor threw my ass "on the wagon" so don't whine to me about being sober- you get more done, but it is soooo boring...
you're going to feel much better.
spike your lemonade with some grenadine.. it will look 'drinky'.
oh BD...noooooooooooooo....i need sober living. all my friends are too fun!!! i hate them!
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