Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Hmm..am I bi-polar...?

...or do i just hate my fucking job so much, i get super-depressed every minute I'm here?

Well I had 4 days off and that is both wonderful and dreadful. Wonderful becuase i get to enjoy the manic side (and i do so fully) and dreadful becuase the depressed side sets in heavily for the remaining 3 days i'm here.

I had a bad dream this morning too that I let Kody and my old dog (weird how i still dream abuot him even though he's been gone for 5 years) took off in my Explorer. Bear missed the turn I told him to take and hit a curb. The truck went up in flames. My worry was "how am i going to come up with a down payment for a new car?!?"

Later on in my dream I was thinking "Shit! Maybe they are still alive" so I did the super-slow run down this freeway and up this very steep hill. I didn't see my truck but saw a dog crate. I slowly walked up to it and around to peer inside and Bear was sleeping. But when he saw me, his ears went back and he wagged his tail. I was so upset with myself for not even thinking of saving them. I asked, out loud, where Kody was and this guy told me i had to call 911 becuase Kody had been badly burned.

When i awoke this morning, Kody was full-on on his back, exposing his 'glory' to his mum. I moved a little bit, he growled at me...i was glad to be back.

7 Comments:

Blogger Shananigans said...

Ummm, hello? I was looking for a Miss Tanya Kristine’s blog? Oh, I get it, new template. I love your new Calvin & Hobbs pic BTW. That’s one weird messed up dream. I had a dream where my car went crowd surfing at a concert (apparently of its own volition) but just crashed and burned. My first thoughts were also for my car, not for any people that may have been crushed in the incident. Cars are f*ing expensive man.

1:22 PM  
Blogger Tanya Kristine said...

what the hell did i do to my blog???? I don't know how to fix it...grr...no wonder i can't get promoted!

thats funny..okay i feel better. i AM stressed about money...maybe that's what it's about.

i hate money. just wish i had gobs of it.

2:08 PM  
Blogger Senor Guano said...

Kody showed you his weenus?
How nice.
He loves you.
He really really loves you.

4:25 PM  
Blogger Underachiever said...

I'm tri-polar!

Undr(Calvin and Hobbes Rocks! I miss the dirty-shirt girl though.)

5:22 PM  
Blogger BSC said...

That reminds me of Toonces The Driving Cat skits on SNL back in the day. He always drove off a cliff. But they still always let him drive!

8:38 PM  
Blogger tabitha jane said...

i know how you feel friend. get started on reaching your dreams! you have so much passion! you can be anything you want!

i get depressed every time my alarm goes off on a weekday morning . . . i can't wait for the day when i work for myself!!

12:35 PM  
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