One last round

I'm so unmotivated, i have no drive and no reason to get in shape. i know you think "hey! how about yourself as a reason?"  well that doesn't work for me.

So i decided to do another round of hcg.  and not the internet kind where i lose weight but it's a weird weight loss but a $450 weight loss.  i'm hoping that will motivate me to actually stick to something. 

we'll see....so much other stuff going on at work but because of that so much going on, i'm tired.