I have such a GREAT sense of humor...IMO

I just got off the phone with a best friend; I'm having issues with a job I'm currently at and I made the decision to not freak about it because it'll either work out or it won't. And she says...SHE SAYS "Well at least you're not all 'oh everybody hates me, i'm such a loser...wah, wah, wah..." Um, ok? Thanks for the support? I'm still cracking up....

MY Interstellar Experience

I'm trying to play the Interstellar Experience via a TikTok video. I tried to find the sheet music when I remembered I can't play while trying to read sheet music. Which reminded me of when I was six and was playing the piano and my teacher scolded me for playing by ear. BY EAR! That's a talent in its own right. and i just realized one more talent i had, squashed. then i bawled. i bawled so weirdly, it made my dogs bark in discomfort. I'm so done playing by the rules. i have about 10 years left in my life and i'm going to do everything the way i fucking want to. fuck everybody, fuck them and fuck YOU! And once again...my fucking dogs keep me here.